today was one of the most lonlyest days. fuck.

I feel like shit. I really do.

I feel that no one cares weather I exist or not. I could die and no one would care. No one dose anything spechil for me. No one even hugs me any more. No one cares.

I dont care weather you think Im being all like "poor me" I dont care if you think Im doing this for attanchin. I dont care what you think. I dont care about you at all.

I wanna say this. I have a very unhealthy obsession. I cant do my science work beacuse of you. You make me shake when you come near. You make me wanna do crazy things that I would never do. You make me forget who I am.You make me crazy.

But thats only beacuse Im missing my other hafe. My other life. My love. My worth. My sanity.

You two make me miss him more. You two always remind me of what I can never have. What I dont deserve. How useless I am. How much better you are. How you always get what you want and I haft to try twice as hard to get things that are handed to you.

I am a robot. No emotion is aloud. No freedom. No worth. Just another Nazi in a never ending holocaust.



Take from this what you will. If you dont get it dont bother commenting. Just leave you worthless peace of shit.

I need sex